Oh my God!
I never asked you!
Teacher! He's doing something he's not suppose to!
Yeah right!
The sayings, blurting. Blunt and to the point. Everyday in class, the same thing over and over. The loud mouths, the pop princesses, the drama queens. All in one place, all running their mouths. Giving orders in codes. To wild to be tamed by teacher and detention. Supported by students. Game. Set. Match. They win. Like always, they win.
One life to live, the only one you got.
One life to live, can sound easy.
One life to live, can actually be difficult.
One life to live, can be over in an instant.
I walk the halls when reality sets in. I see the souls, walking among me. The arrogant little attitudes, the snobbish behaviors, the priss princesses. All have, only one life to live. I, have only one life to live. You, have only one life to live. We don't get another chance either, to correct our mistakes.
Chapter One-Kidnapped
Chilly winter day, end of a Friday school day. I opened the double doors of my school. Cold winter air rushed to meet my face, sending chills up my spine. I grabbed the front of the collar on my heavy coat to keep myself warm.
See you Monday Kelura, and get your damned car fixed! It's freezing! Jennifer yelled at me. I looked up and waved back at her. My car got totaled because my sister-in-law's boyfriend wrecked it. Who knew reading a magazine and driving at the same time would lead to an accident? Asshole. I looked back down to watch for patches of ice left from last night's freeze over. Whe
In the deepest of the day, and darkest of the nights.
In the rushed hallways of school, and the wide open country plains.
To the bedrooms of my house, to the lunchroom of my school.
There is nothing. Nothing to let go on. Nothing to talk to. Abandoned by many. Tore down by all. All you see now, is my raw emotion, and yet, all you see, is a cover up. Behind all the make-up, the new preppy clothes, the new always happy me. All there is, is the real me.
Who knew, life would be this out of control?
Who knew, life would turn from blood to flowers?
Who knew, life would crumple right out from under you?
Who knew, what life has in store?
I didn't, I never knew. I try to warn, the innocent out there, with my words, with the knowledge I collected. The call me crazy, call me emo, ignore the warning I give. I see them learn, the hard way. They suffer, like the rest of us. Only to see me in the distance, shaking my head. They learned, but by not the way I had hopped for. Who knew, that the only way to learn, is the hard way?
Oh my God!
I never asked you!
Teacher! He's doing something he's not suppose to!
Yeah right!
The sayings, blurting. Blunt and to the point. Everyday in class, the same thing over and over. The loud mouths, the pop princesses, the drama queens. All in one place, all running their mouths. Giving orders in codes. To wild to be tamed by teacher and detention. Supported by students. Game. Set. Match. They win. Like always, they win.
One life to live, the only one you got.
One life to live, can sound easy.
One life to live, can actually be difficult.
One life to live, can be over in an instant.
I walk the halls when reality sets in. I see the souls, walking among me. The arrogant little attitudes, the snobbish behaviors, the priss princesses. All have, only one life to live. I, have only one life to live. You, have only one life to live. We don't get another chance either, to correct our mistakes.
Chapter One-Kidnapped
Chilly winter day, end of a Friday school day. I opened the double doors of my school. Cold winter air rushed to meet my face, sending chills up my spine. I grabbed the front of the collar on my heavy coat to keep myself warm.
See you Monday Kelura, and get your damned car fixed! It's freezing! Jennifer yelled at me. I looked up and waved back at her. My car got totaled because my sister-in-law's boyfriend wrecked it. Who knew reading a magazine and driving at the same time would lead to an accident? Asshole. I looked back down to watch for patches of ice left from last night's freeze over. Whe
In the deepest of the day, and darkest of the nights.
In the rushed hallways of school, and the wide open country plains.
To the bedrooms of my house, to the lunchroom of my school.
There is nothing. Nothing to let go on. Nothing to talk to. Abandoned by many. Tore down by all. All you see now, is my raw emotion, and yet, all you see, is a cover up. Behind all the make-up, the new preppy clothes, the new always happy me. All there is, is the real me.
Who knew, life would be this out of control?
Who knew, life would turn from blood to flowers?
Who knew, life would crumple right out from under you?
Who knew, what life has in store?
I didn't, I never knew. I try to warn, the innocent out there, with my words, with the knowledge I collected. The call me crazy, call me emo, ignore the warning I give. I see them learn, the hard way. They suffer, like the rest of us. Only to see me in the distance, shaking my head. They learned, but by not the way I had hopped for. Who knew, that the only way to learn, is the hard way?
People lying.
People crying.
Close friends gone.
Nothing to catch.
No one to hold.
When all else fails, when everyone leaves, what to do? War on both sides, who to side with.
Confused and hurt, me.
Angry and upset, Zack.
What to do? What do I do? Who do I side with? With people turning left and right, people siding. I know what I want, I'm the team captain, but my heart. My heart is confused. So what do I do?
Revenge, sweet and fulfilling.
Revenge won't be the right thing, but it sure would taste sweet. Maybe, just maybe.
Current Residence: At a computer or at Best Buy shopping for a Mac. deviantWEAR sizing preference: ...........depends. Is it free? Print preference: Something free. Duh. Favourite genre of music: A bit of everything. Favourite photographer: Me and xArtisticAngelx !!!! Favourite style of art: I like photography and general digital art. Operating System: ..............HACKER!!!!!!! MP3 player of choice: iPod! Duh! Shell of choice: Last time I checked I didn't have one. O_o Wallpaper of choice: Changes weekly if not daily. ^^ Skin of choice: You can change skins?! Well that's the first time I've heard about that trick. Favourite cartoon character: Alex Rider, though he's not really a cartoon......MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BACK OFF!!!!!! *gets out Personal Quote: "Don't give up on me. I'm only one person, and I'm human at that."
Favourite Visual Artist
Anyone I watch. I can't hand draw for crap. ><
Favourite Movies
To many........>.<
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
To many to count ><
Favourite Writers
Lois Duncan, Anthony Horowitz, Scott Westerfield, and Josh Grisham (Except for A Time To Kill)
Favourite Games
Still to many..............>.<
Favourite Gaming Platform
I can't really choose.
Tools of the Trade
Computer, pencil, paper, colored pencils, anything else I can get my hands on, oh, and a pen!
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